Saturday, August 8, 2009

We're still here......

I must admit that after Kai's death, I've had very little motivation to get on the blog. I've tried but I end up just sitting and staring at the screen. I'm working on a video of Kai's life and will post it here as soon as I'm able to finish it. I miss my big boy more than I can ever describe. When I call the dogs in from outside, I still find myself calling out to him. Of all the dogs, Lucy seems to miss him the most. They were best of pals and she's super clingy to me now that he's gone. I had asked Kai just two days prior to his death to please hang on until after my middle daughter's birthday. I could not have said goodbye on her special day. And he did just that.....the day after her birthday was his last. He was always looking out for me.....right up until the end......

I appreciated all the kind messages left on here during such a difficult time. I especially want to thank Behr Behr's mom for sending the nicest card in the mail. It's not often people take the time anymore to actually send cards but it truly made my day and meant the world to me. So, thanks again!!

17 comments:

Lorenza said...

Kisses and hugs to you!
Lorenza

Khyra The Siberian Husky And Sometimes Her Mom said...

All of us will need support some day...

Tank woo fur the update!

Hugz&Khysses,
Khyra

Randi said...

We only knew Kai through his kind eyes....we miss him so...We can't even imagine the pain you still feel losing your big baby... We lost my big 135 pound littermate/brother Dublin 2 1/2 years ago & it still hurts.... Every. Single. Day.

Our thoughts & prayers & healing vibes are still being sent your way...

My mom/secretary is wiping away tears as she types this for me...

Love love you Kai!

Love & Licks,
Randi & her mom/secretary

Raising Addie said...

Kai watched over you on earth and he continues to from heaven.

Can't wait to see the life of Kai. We just know how very special it will be.

Lots of Luv & Kisses
Addie, Lucie, and Hailey

Maggie and Mitch said...

((((((((((hugs)))))))))

Love ya lots,
Maggie and Mitch

Mango said...

It is good to hear from you.

Sometimes it takes a long time when one of our friends passes on to feel OK again.

Mango Momma

River said...

It is good to hear from you. My mom is not able to blog for a long time after losing one of us. Kai certainly was a beautiful boy. We are sending hugs to you.

love & wags,
River & mom

Brownie said...

Many hugs to you. We're looking forward to your video tribute to Kai.

much love,
brownie

happy said...

We miss him too. A big hug for you.

Mindy Lu said...

BARK! We are so sorry. Mommy hasnt been current on checking postings and missed Kai's passing. Now that mommy is looking at an unknown future too, she can really relate to how you feel right now. We have to keep giving her licks and reminding her we are still here and to enjoy us now! BARK! Sasha the princess

Lady Kaos said...

Take your time, you need to do things at your own pace after loosing a furkid. Lots of love you you and the Zoo Crew!!!
Love
Kaos & Hilary

Noah the Airedale said...

We would love to see the video of Kai's life. Take care.

Noah Willow Tess & Lucy

Abbey said...

Hugs mate,

I was reading this post and just lost it about Kai and your daughters birthday... what a special guy....

and how cool and loving of Behrs mum... Danes, a special dog for special humans

Love
Abbey, chels and Shiloh...x

Our Girl Blue said...

I was heartbroken to hear about Kai's passing...please accept all our condolences and best wishes to you and your family (both the 2- and 4-legged ones). You're in our thoughts and prayers...

Two Schnauzers from New England said...

We have fallen a little behind on blogging and just found out about Kai. We are so sorry that we have not sent our condolences until now. You all are in our thoughts.

Love -

Hershey and Kaci

happy said...

Hello! Happy New Year! Hope all is well with you all.

happy said...

Just dropping in to check on you. Hope all is well with you all.